Speak to my toes

Thursday, March 13, 2008

9:16:00 pm

Itch

That feeling so unbearable that it makes you want to hurt yourself.

Been in touch with this pesky little feeling not long ago.

It made me scratch that " vampire bite " ,

which I've been promising never to touch,

Because it will cause scars and I have enough of scars already.

Yeah,

And now it's still bleeding.

It's going to cause a huge scar, if I'm not wrong.

Right?

Argh.
No, the above is NOT a poem.
I'm just getting pissed with my own self.
For not having that strength to resist the temptation of scratching.
Not the physical strength,
But the inner strength that I always thought I have.
You see ,
I don't break down in class, no matter how troubled I feel,
I don't cry over the slightest matter.
I do most of my homework no matter how revolting they are.
I take my medicine regularly even if it's troublesome.
I didn't scream at royston when he irritated me like hell.
( I kinda regret not doing this though)
I didn't scratch my eczema and now it's about fully healed, though it's going come back sooner or later since eczema can never be cured.
Actually, now that I think of it,
I really really hate having a skin like mine.
I know I should be grateful for whatever I have now,
material pleasures and such..
But my skin is like.. really horrible.
Only people with bad skin know.. Serious.
You try having skin that makes small scratches into scars..
Like every small blemish on my skin is caused by those falls and accidental bumps.. It so doesn't help that I'm such a clumsy person.
Always bumping into things here and there.
Like just now, I opened the top fridge door and left it open.
Then I opened the bottom one and got something .
Of course, I was bending down.
Then I closed the bottom door and hit my head hard on the top fridge door
while coming up.. How clumsy.
-.-
Okay, I don't wanna rant about this any further.
It won't do me or you any good either right..

Band?
Band was okay today.
Just that running notes really drives me mad.
Like doing sectionals, I can play the sextuplets.
But while during combined, my fingers just froze up..
It's always like that, but I still don't know why.
Why? Give me the answer , somebody?
I don't believe I can't play those running notes.
They're just notes that are fast and require much more accurate fingerings.
Like what Mr Lum says : " Every good player makes difficult work look easy." And like what my ballet teacher says : " Every good dancer makes pirouettes look easy."
Oh.. but my piano teacher didn't say anything about this..
BUT I still can't get the notes right..
It's extremely frustrating.
And no saturday, it's practice for the parade..
So no time to drill Oregon.
Having no time is just an excuse, Louisa.
Gah..

I'm so not liking this.
You just have to work doubly hard, Louisa.
And pull up your socks too.
Pull up your full-of-holes socks.. -.-
I'm like, talking to myself again .
AH I can't stand it already.
BYE!
-.-

LOUISA

Hello! BOB, bouncyoddball for short, was created some time in 2007 when I was just a little secondary 1 kid. Of course, I still look like a kid, but I most certainly am not anymore!
I was born on the 6th of April 1994
and is under the sign ARIES
Arians may be known to be "fiery" but I think I'm more of the candle flame type of fire. It's not that easy to incur my wrath so please relax but if you somehow happen to do so, don't panic. Just give me time(:
I love my tight-knit family and my adorable friends,whether from my primary school, Rosyth School, or from Nan Chiau High School or from anywhere else.

It doesn't look good with all these information stuck in one paragraph right? Well, too bad :P

In 2010, she was in 4F'10 and is absolutely proud of it
because 4F was and still is one of the MOST UNITED class ever and I love my class<3

Anyway, just for your benefit, I love eggs ( any form of eggs except century egg) and fishballs and ROAST DUCK!
I hope I don't seem like a glutton to you because I HOPE I'm not but I just love food :D

To me, ballet is one of my biggest passion.I might not be awesome at it but at least I love it and that loving it is the most important as without oxygen to keep a flame going, it will just disappear.
Being a pianist is tiring and I know I still have to work harder but I adore it too. I'm also proud to have been a flautist from NCWO and I aspire to be more apt at it.

I hope that after reading this chunk of words, you'd at least know me a little better and understand my usual natterings a lot better. :D:D

HANKERINGS

FOR SCHOOL

In School :
~~Top ten in class~~
A1 for English ( Unfortunately an A2 in O's)
~~B for HigherChinese~~
~~At least 6A1s in O's :D~~

FOR MYSELF
Learn Gymnastics
Stop scratching
605 OUTING:D:D
2ndLALAS OUTING:D
~~New bag (:~~
Les Choristes Special Piano!!
~~Picoult:Nineteen Minutes~~
~~Watch My Sister's Keeper~~
That huge brown tofu
~~A new phone(:~~
~~handphone sock~~ A camera

FOR DANCE & MUSIC
Be more flexible!!!
~~Right split~~
~~Left split~~
Centre split
SMOOTH double pirouette
~~90° front extension~~
~~90° back and side extension~~
A NICE grande jete
Consistency
More than 90°
~~POINTE shoes! :D~~
~~IntF ballet Distinction~~
~~Grade5 theory Distinction~~
~~Grade 5 ballet Distinction~~
Intermediate ballet Distinction!
Proper beats and brises

byebye

605'o6
2e'o8
AMELIA
ALICE
ALICIA
AZIZAH
ARFFAH
ANNQI
BRANDON
BRYAN
CARIE senior
CHERYL CHIA
CHERIE
CHINBEE
CHENGCE
CHON
DOREEN senior
DORISA
ELIZA
ESTHER KOH
GERALDINE senior
FELICIA
GRACE(ballet)
GRIZEL
JASMINE
JUNWEI
JIANING
JETAIME
JESSLYN
JEAN
JORINDA
JOYCE senior
LIXUAN
KENGTENG
LYNETTE senior
LILING
LOUISALEOW
MANTING senior
MELISSA senior
MENGZIE
MELISSA
MR SIVA
POHYIH senior
PEISI senior
PIGGIE
PRISCILLIA
RACHELLE
RACHEL
ROSE
ROYSTON
SHUWEI
SIHUI
SANDY
SINYI
SHARLENE
TIANCONG
TRICIA
VICTORIA
VERNA
WEITONG
WINGYIU
XIUWEI
XINHUI
XIUZHEN
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YOKELING
YINGMEI
ZHENXUAN
ZHIYU

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