I just finished my piano lesson.
And even though my exam songs were good, I think my singing sucks.
No, I don't think my singing sucks, my singing really does suck.
I felt like such an idiot.
Her, trying her very best to tell me how to sing properly by using the diaphragm when I just DON'T KNOW how to sing using the diaphragm. Sure, I know how to breathe using the diaphragm, but sing?! Especially when singing isn't one of my favourite hobbies. In fact, I don't even like singing! Then she kept on demonstrating to me, but I just couldn't get it. A total fool I was. I didn't even want to try, which could have annoyed her. Damn, why is it just so freaking hard to sing? I mean, it's not like I'm supposed to sing some high high high note. It's just the higher octave C. She made it seem so easy. She just opened her mouth, and tada! out the note came, with a beautiful round sound which I don't think I will ever achieve.

Heck, this is the Grade 5 Aural. And I'm having my mock exam on the last Tuesday of April. Because I'm going to skip Grade 5 to go Grade 6, so I HAVE to pass this exam. Aural takes up quite a major component in the exam. So if I flunk it, i might as well say byebye to that distinction I want so much right? It's really annoying me to death! Not including the fact that it's making me feel useless -.- Who plays the piano and can't sing? Yay! Who is it? ME !!!! I'm like such a freak. Might as well don't learn piano. BUT I LIKE PIANO, i just don't like singing. Still I must try right? But I'm sick of always trying hard but not getting results!

I think I really have two sides of me. The optimistic and happy side, which I usually show to my friends and family. And my depressed and pessimistic side, which shows itself when I'm fedup with something I know I can do but I just can't. Now I feel fake. What kind of person knows that she has two personalities? A person who over-analyses situations or what? Like, I can be logical and illogical at the same time. I use my logical and optimistic side to cheer friends up and to encourage them. AND yet somehow or rather, my stupid pessimistic side comes up and contradicts whatever I told them , in my blog. That's just so weird! I'm not like Bell. She has her own stand over almost everything. Stubborn and absolutely refuses to agree that my view may be correct too. But so what right? Everybody has their own freedom to express their views and opinions, so I shouldn't care that much about how she feels about things. Which I also think is wrong. YOU SEE THE PROBLEM WITH ME?! I know that some things are correct, yet i think that some things can be wrong too. Which ends up in my contradicting myself! I don't understand how I just can't confirm a view on something.

Sick of my mind, sick of singing, sick of myself.

damn.

Hello! BOB, bouncyoddball for short, was created some time in 2007 when I was just a little secondary 1 kid. Of course, I still look like a kid, but I most certainly am not anymore!
I was born on the 6th of April 1994
and is under the sign ARIES
Arians may be known to be "fiery" but I think I'm more of the candle flame type of fire. It's not that easy to incur my wrath so please relax but if you somehow happen to do so, don't panic. Just give me time(:
I love my tight-knit family and my adorable friends,whether from my primary school, Rosyth School, or from Nan Chiau High School or from anywhere else.

It doesn't look good with all these information stuck in one paragraph right? Well, too bad :P

In 2010, she was in 4F'10 and is absolutely proud of it
because 4F was and still is one of the MOST UNITED class ever and I love my class<3

Anyway, just for your benefit, I love eggs ( any form of eggs except century egg) and fishballs and ROAST DUCK!
I hope I don't seem like a glutton to you because I HOPE I'm not but I just love food :D

To me, ballet is one of my biggest passion.I might not be awesome at it but at least I love it and that loving it is the most important as without oxygen to keep a flame going, it will just disappear.
Being a pianist is tiring and I know I still have to work harder but I adore it too. I'm also proud to have been a flautist from NCWO and I aspire to be more apt at it.


I hope that after reading this chunk of words, you'd at least know me a little better and understand my usual natterings a lot better. :D:D

HANKERINGS

FOR SCHOOL

In School :
Top ten in class
A1 for English ( Unfortunately an A2 in O's)
B for HigherChinese
At least 6A1s in O's :D

FOR MYSELF
Learn Gymnastics
Stop scratching
605 OUTING:D:D
2ndLALAS OUTING:D
New bag (:
Les Choristes Special Piano!!
Picoult:Nineteen Minutes
Watch My Sister's Keeper
That huge brown tofu
A new phone(:
handphone sock A camera

FOR DANCE & MUSIC
Be more flexible!!!
Right split
Left split
Centre split
SMOOTH double pirouette
90° front extension
90° back and side extension
A NICE grande jete
Consistency
More than 90°
POINTE shoes! :D
IntF ballet Distinction
Grade5 theory Distinction
Grade 5 ballet Distinction
Intermediate ballet Distinction!
Proper beats and brises

byebye

605'o6
2e'o8
AMELIA
ALICE
ALICIA
AZIZAH
ARFFAH
ANNQI
BRANDON
BRYAN
CARIE senior
CHERYL CHIA
CHERIE
CHINBEE
CHENGCE
CHON
DOREEN senior
DORISA
ELIZA
ESTHER KOH
GERALDINE senior
FELICIA
GRACE(ballet)
GRIZEL
JASMINE
JUNWEI
JIANING
JETAIME
JESSLYN
JEAN
JORINDA
JOYCE senior
LIXUAN
KENGTENG
LYNETTE senior
LILING
LOUISALEOW
MANTING senior
MELISSA senior
MENGZIE
MELISSA
MR SIVA
POHYIH senior
PEISI senior
PIGGIE
PRISCILLIA
RACHELLE
RACHEL
ROSE
ROYSTON
SHUWEI
SIHUI
SANDY
SINYI
SHARLENE
TIANCONG
TRICIA
VICTORIA
VERNA
WEITONG
WINGYIU
XIUWEI
XINHUI
XIUZHEN
YINGYING senior
YOKELING
YINGMEI
ZHENXUAN
ZHIYU

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the past

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